Playback moments :)

Hey All :)

        I think this time I have completely different theme but I hope everyone would have undergone this phase in life at-least once. As always our perception would have varied based how strong we are. Few may enjoyed this phase, few may stood stall and won this phase but this time I am here to share my mixed feelings. Come let us dive into the theme...

       I was a fellow who have enjoyed the schooling and college life even if I stayed away from my parents. Staying away from parents for the first time in life was like a hell for me, I cried every single day in first month of my hostel life. When say I this, I recollect an incident that happened to me during college life.

College first day incident...

      You guys might know that I have spent 4 years of hostel life in school (from class 9 to 12) before my college. I got nearly 6 months of exam holidays after my 12th class because there was an issue with entrance exam, so I enjoyed a lot in that 6 months. I got to know that my college joining day was announced it was around last few days of month August 2007 but we have to report to hostel just a day before of our college. As that was my first day in college my dad and mom came with me to complete formalities of joining. After completing everything my dad said okay we will now to my mother I don't know what happened for me tears started rolling out of my eyes. My mom tried to console me but nothing helped. That second I got to know that's me, that's what I am. Even my friend (school friend and we were in same college too) told that his father asked him why he is crying like this, but if I think about that now I will get a smile on my face.

       After 4 years of college life with god's grace and parents blessings I got a job. After placement, my friend (Raj) came to me and asked do you remember what we said during our first day Chemistry class when Professor asked us about our aim. I said something but he said no that's not correct. I asked him what we told, he said that we had a aim of getting a job before leaving from college. Yes, our aim is not fixed it is virtual but we shouldn't forget that.

       Got a job and trained in Chennai and got a project in Bangalore, I was okay with the location because it is near to my hometown. Still I will not travel on every weekend but I was happy. Got a new friends and days were going well with same bunch of buddies from college. The day came when I want to move to a new location were none my friends were there felt something bad is happening to me. For everything I was going alone and travel time increased from 20 mins to 120 mins. Still I managed that and got a new friends from that location. Had a good time there, I would have taken a wrong decision to leave from my first company.

       Again I was left all alone, in night shift but got a good base knowledge on something on which I would like to work. Even in my second job I got few good friends in my learning phase. I know that my learning curve was at peak there. But I searched for a job desperately because I was not happy with things in my work place. Again I know that I have to start from zero but I preferred to go for that. I have hesitation to start but once I had my first step towards anything I will give my best and try to complete it.

       So don't allow loneliness to kill you, accept it as how it come and kill it. As many says life should have ups and downs. Make yourself stronger and grow bigger than the obstacle, show that you can go over that. Whenever I felt it (loneliness or obstacles), I accepted it with few hesitations but got a completely different outcome than I thought.

Here I killed my loneliness by writing this post and sharing with you. ;) I hope you would have enjoyed it, is this helped you to kill your loneliness at-least for sometime? Few might have understood the core of this post, few might not. Always there is room for improvement so I request you to provide your valuable to opinion.